I love the feeling of falling
So much that that’s how I want to die
The last feeling being the world swirling around me
As I take the plunge to my emending doom
No cords to save me
No parachutes to ease the fall
Only thoughts of regret as I become unconscious
And awake in a new body
Warm and squishy
Full of ideas and ready to learn
Where I will regain my love for falling
And do it all over again
An unborn child destined for doom
Soon these children will see
For that is all we can be
Born into a world where people love falling
Where death seems like the simplest thing
I met a girl at 15
She was the prettiest thing I had ever seen
Eyes as crystal blue as untouched lakes
Her hair was mouse brown
As much as she hated it
I enjoyed it
She wore over sized sweatshirt and blue skinny jeans
She was such a small girl
For having such a big heart
I asked for her name
She answered "Alice"
I came to love this name
We began talking
I learned her favorite color was blue
She has an older brother
A dog
Three fish
And a cat
She loves running through the woods
She loves dancing and singing
She loves making other people happy
She has the prettiest smile
The cutest laugh
Adorable dimples
She is just the cutest thing I have eve
"Phil Phil Phil Phil Philllllll" Dan called pushing Phil's bedroom door open.
"nnnaagggg what time is it?" Phil rolled over and pulled the blanket over his head.
"Like 7" Dan came in anyways, balancing a plate of pancakes and syrup.
"Hm? Whats this?" Phil sat up and rubbed his right eye sleepily.
"Happy birthday, Philly" Phil's eyes widened as he realized what his best friend did for him. He took the plate and dug in, hungrily.
"Thmmmaaammmkkmm yoouuss" Phil mumble between bites. Dan smiled at him. Phil took a piece of the pancake and feed it to Dan. Dan beamed.
"There's more" Dan smiled at him as Phil ate even faster, if that was possi
I love the feeling of falling
So much that that’s how I want to die
The last feeling being the world swirling around me
As I take the plunge to my emending doom
No cords to save me
No parachutes to ease the fall
Only thoughts of regret as I become unconscious
And awake in a new body
Warm and squishy
Full of ideas and ready to learn
Where I will regain my love for falling
And do it all over again
An unborn child destined for doom
Soon these children will see
For that is all we can be
Born into a world where people love falling
Where death seems like the simplest thing
I met a girl at 15
She was the prettiest thing I had ever seen
Eyes as crystal blue as untouched lakes
Her hair was mouse brown
As much as she hated it
I enjoyed it
She wore over sized sweatshirt and blue skinny jeans
She was such a small girl
For having such a big heart
I asked for her name
She answered "Alice"
I came to love this name
We began talking
I learned her favorite color was blue
She has an older brother
A dog
Three fish
And a cat
She loves running through the woods
She loves dancing and singing
She loves making other people happy
She has the prettiest smile
The cutest laugh
Adorable dimples
She is just the cutest thing I have eve
If your going to read this, please read all of it.
To my friend who chooses to not eat at lunch and changing her looks because of some guy. You shouldn't be concerned with your looks and weight. Your not fat and your not ugly. But why don't you listen to me? Why don't you listen to anyone else? You once told me that "guys only like girls that are sticks." Thats not true if it's a good guy. A good guy would like you for who you are, not if your super skinny. You told me that you were going to get your hair bleached and said "I don't care what you, or anyone else says." If you didn't care what anyone thought you wouldn't be bleaching y
I woke with a start, jumping at the weight that fell onto my shoulder. My mind immediately thought it was my dad, angry at how I'd always be a disappointment, never be what he wanted.
But - upon seeing Dan - I realised I was still in school. A smile tugged at my lips, only just being fought off by the sudden awkwardness I felt once I remembered Dan was topless.
My hand was shaking a little as I gently nudged Dan until he was slouching forward, over his jean-clad legs, before forcing my tired legs to carry my body over to a dusty window. 307's art haven was even more breath-taking when the early morning sun was sparkling off of glass jars fi
Can you like someone you have never seen before?15 by NadineSuperman, literature
Literature
Can you like someone you have never seen before?15
Summary: Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer.
A/N: The last part!!!
Also, SMUT WARNING!! They aren't really fucking, but still. ^-^
-o-
"Are you sure this is a good idea?", Dan, who was sitting next to me in the car, mumbled, obviously nervous.
"It was your idea, Dan. Shouldn't you be a bit more confident?", I asked, smiling at him encouragingly.
My mum, Dan and I were on our way to Dan's house to eventually face his parents and tell them about our relationship
Dan started fiddling with his fingers, getting more nervous every inch we drove closer to his house.
"But what if they hurt you?"
"They won't. Dan, yo
Can you like someone you have never seen before?14 by NadineSuperman, literature
Literature
Can you like someone you have never seen before?14
Summary: Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer.
A/N: TRIGGER WARNING!!!
Also, this is Dan's point of view, so don't get confused :]
-o-
I didn't deserve Phil.
This thought had been constantly in my mind since the day he had told me he loved me. Whatever I was doing, my brain always reminded me of how much better off he'd be without me.
I even told him that, but surprisingly he disagreed. He told me he was the one who didn't deserve me, which was kind of right. Phil did deserve someone a lot better than me. And even though he couldn't see it, I did.
Every single time I looked at him, something inside me screamed
Can you like someone you have never seen before?13 by NadineSuperman, literature
Literature
Can you like someone you have never seen before?13
Summary: Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer.
-o-
Silence is interesting
It can be awkward, it can be comfortable. They reason for silence can be something that has been said, or something that is waited to be said.
But a lot of times, there is silence because things are good how they are and you don’t want to disturb them with words.
Sitting on the cold floor of the bath room with Dan, both of us quiet, was quite nice. The silence wasn't pressuring at all. We weren't saying anything because we were both happy to finally hold each other again.
The last few weeks, when I was in the mistaken belief that Dan
Title: Phan- Snowed In
Author: Alittlebitcreative
Pairing: Phan
Genre: Fluff idk
Author's Note: Lots of lovely flufffff. Enjoy!
It had been snowing non-stop for 3 days now and London was covered in a blanket of white. The streets were covered in ice and slush, a treacherous journey for any Londoner wanting to commute.
Phil shivered, their boiler had broken and now with all this snow there was no way any plumber would reach them within the next few days. Their house was now completely freezing and the boys wrapped themselves in big blankets and duvets in an attempt to keep warm.
“Daaaaann” Phil called from the living room &ldquo
Can you like someone you have never seen before?12 by NadineSuperman, literature
Literature
Can you like someone you have never seen before?12
Summary: Phil starts getting cute litlle messages from a secret admirer.
-o-
A week later and everything seemed to be as it had been before Dan.
He was back with his “friends”. He had given them some kind of explanation, I didn't even care about.
I wasn't too sure if Dan had been lying to me or if he was lying to them now. I was wondering a lot about the things he had told me, about himself. Who was Dan Howell really?
Most of the time I tried to not think about him too much though.
He was popular Dan Howell again with his mass of friends, and I had my best friends, PJ and Chris. Just the three of us again.
Everything was t
Title: Everlasting Love
Pairing: Phan
Author: OTP-Yaoi
Genre: Romance
Rating: FLUFFY!!! ^_^
POV Dan
I was playing Sonic in the game room when Phil tiptoed in and came up behind me. He covered my eyes with his hands.
“Guess who?” he asked excitedly.
“Phil!” I yelled as I paused the game and took his hands off my eyes.
“Aww! My Danosaur love me no more!!” he wrapped his long, pale arms loosely around my neck.
“Phil!” I yelled again, crossing my arms.
“Fine.” He said walking out the room, but not before giving me a gentle kiss on my head.
Ever since we’d started dating an
I just wanna know if anyone reads these. I'm willing to write a journal if people are interested in my life. If not I won't mess with it. Also if you ask me questions I can answer them in here.